Wide Open

A Love Story

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Wide Open begins with the start of a promising relationship. As D. M. Ditson falls in love, she is forced to confront her past: a fundamentalist Christian upbringing, family secrets, and a series of men who sexually assaulted her when she was between the ages of eighteen and twenty five. One of the assaults was so devastating that it left her showering in her sleep, trying in vain to wash the darkness away.

D. M. Ditson’s story is a raw and emotional account of how she became so vulnerable to assault, of the depths to which she fell, and of her excruciating recovery from post-traumatic stress disorder.

Table des matières

Table des matières
Cover 1
Front Matter 2
Publishing Information 5
Dedication 6
Praise for Wide Open 7
Author’s Note 8
Opening Quotes 10
Prologue 12
FAITH 14
Hallelujah 16
See Jane Tri 20
Bible Scattegories 26
Blue Hearts 30
Tender Bud 36
Purple Monster 44
Lowercase God 50
The Chapel Door 53
SECRETS 60
Jimmy in Rhinestones 62
Blue Kool-Aid 70
The Terrible Night 79
Lot’s Wife 85
Four and No More 90
Mr. New Year 100
The Shower Wall 106
Name on a Napkin 114
Funk and Wagnalls 123
TOGETHER 130
The Shape of My Teeth 132
The Day Ian Forgot to Make the Bed 138
Jungle Termites 143
Captive 150
Church Camp 157
Untitled 164
Soot 164
Bubble Wrap 170
APART 178
Missing Organs 180
Pierced 185
Horton Hears a Who 190
Drought 197
Pinata 203
Rewrite 208
Higher than God 213
All the Worst Words 218
Speed Cleaning 224
Blue Mitten 229
Jagged Heart 236
Epilogue 245
Back Matter 248
Acknowledgements 248
About the Author 249

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